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After having a near death experience.. And literally having my ‘life flash before my eyes’.. I feel as if I’ve returned from a 2 year hiatus into WTF-land.
This accelerated culture is easy to get lost in.
I’ve returned to my core. I am shedding my skin.
2014, Here We Come.
after much contemplation, and then arriving at a place of aww yee; I’ve yugen’d the existential portal of transcendence from epicfailguy back to awesomeface, by way of cool story bro.
Don’t forget about ~ http://h4x0r3d.tumblr.com/archive !
#AFK - #420 : Happy Holidaze!
HAPPY 4:20! (Finally!)
I just want help facility the medium
Dear Haters, I love you. You have always let me know that I was doing it right. Without you, There would be no me. Without me.. well, You know the rest.
I have some gifts that I’ve been working on (some of which have been for years now), and, I can’t wait to gift them to you. I know some of you wish that I didn’t gift them.. The same way you wished I didn’t gift secrets and tools in the last 3 years. You wish that I keep secrets that you also wish I didn’t know.
Oh, You. Haters.
How much hate shall be relieved from you.
The levy of hate breaks and brings forth the truth about the amount of space and energy that was used to contain the hate.
How wasteful you have been.
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*Enter the Skeleton Key*
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I am here, once again, to unlock all that has been locked for so long. ..For so long have you added tumblers (lulz) to the locks. Reinforced the keys with your beliefs. Braced the hinges with your copypasta. Brushed the welcome mat with your loafers as you peaked through the spyglass.
I say to you, Be freed from your torment!
Let your paradigm shift!
Let the Transition begin!
Hold Fast… Uplift…. Or Else!
To all past and future readers of my blog:
Thank you for the last 2 years of watching and sometimes helping as I delved deeply into the core of what i’d been warning people about for 10+ years. I helped, and I hindered. I did everything in between. Most importantly; I learned more than I wanted to, tbh.
Now I have an extremely clear picture.. a truer ‘Big Picture’.. I get how right I really was, and, how wrong I could be.
From trolls and lurkers to Activists and Hacktivists; I was made to laugh, and, they also got me to cry a few times.
I had entire conversations and seemingly legit relationships with sock-puppets and bots. I also made some of the best friends, and had some of the best experiences, of my life.
What i’m getting at is: It took quite a while for everything to finally sink in.. for me to get my ducks in a row again, as it were.. I had to take a really deep look at myself IRL and online. And that’s just it.. I’m the same person on both sides of it.. Not two people as I’ve always felt.
I’m “Neo”.. not “Mr. Anderson”.
So, Please stay tuned as I catch back up with what I care about, and make a valiant effort to regain my mobility and momentum!
there’s only one word to explain what this last year has created for me: disillusionment
First off; Thank you madame and/or sir for asking.
I continually wonder who, if anyone, cares about who/what I am. And as such this is refreshing to say the least.
With that said, here it goes:
I am an urban shaman, such as your name implies (which is why I followed you..), whose main focus is on energetic work on all levels of electromagic, veil levity, and aetheric attunement.
Likewise i’ve been learning that I now also wish to be a body worker.
I have very little ties to modern civilization, though my blog may lead you to believe otherwise. It’s been a very long, and sometimes rough, process but so very worth it.
Extremely recently, I’ve let go of much of my belongings, and connections with folks who were not good for my general well-being, which… has been a catalyst for very profound change for the positive in my entire being!
Now for what people expected to hear first:
My favorite past-times include sharing freedom of information/datalove through an alchemically charged mandala of intelligent cyphernetic electronic matrixes.
Some call it #Anonymous .. some call it #EtherSec … I call it #Realness …. I think it’s the same idea.
I have a love for making light of flaws in what is a so-called “secure” infrastructure, with the intent to increase the collective knowledge (and, some times, the task of freeing information that had been all trapped up, and needed to be freed!).
I focus on the spreading of knowledge and tools to others to gain the freedom of the same, or similar, forms of this conscious co-creation of the true age of (freed) information!
I am an advocate of, and stand in solidarity with; The Freedom of Information for All, Activists, Hacktivists, Direct Action, and Earth Service.
I believe that my purpose for returning (again) at this time is specifically to act as an agent of change.
Through direct action I will transmute, or banish, all in my presence.
I thank you for being intrigued, and, I hope that you are now that much more so. Also.. Thanks for the props on my blog :)
TL;DR - I am a multifaceted creator of change who lives in a way of shamanism, and loves working with others to increase freedom.
I love information so much that I use most of my free time with computers, connected over the internet, as a tool to co-create and spread “secure” and anonymous communications.
Finally: I use my inherent skills, and many years of experience, with the intent of positive change in the direction of the unconditional freedom of information for all.
Peace and Much Love.
the h4x0r3d that I never thought i’d be.
(that’s not a bad thing!)
Jusmi & Nori - Chasing Blue Skies - #DNB ~ <PVTMSG@h4x0r3d> Sup everyone? I must apologize that i’ve not been posting very much these last few months… I’ve been going through a lot (as we all have).. There is so much on my plate, and much of which has been there for so long, that i’ve realized it’s time to knock the chunks of long lost and molded dreams or expectations out of the way….. and, refill my plate with newer and fresher ingredients!
From here out I won’t just be re-posting everything without links or comments or my own input… I will actually be genuine about my place in this journey that we are all on together. It is a huge part of what I am meant to do here. (Finally, right?)
With that said: After an entire year (2010-2011) of being glued to my command-center and in the throws of a battle for freedom of information (Which is still being fought for!), I had neglected much of my opportunities IRL. ~ As a result i’ve spent much of this last year correcting some of the mistakes i’ve made and reconnected some dots which had been left on hold.
Now that i’ve finalized a few things, I feel like i’m back in the same old loop; I’m attempting to figure out a living situation/find some personal space.. Attempting to find work/any type of income.. all of which seems the same, the only difference is that i’m in a new place..
So, Now that i’ve ranted I must say that I appreciate everyone who follows my blog / twitter / fb - and I appreciate all infowarriors, activists, hacktvists, investigative journalists, bloggers, and martyrs for your place in this great unfolding! Without you, my life would seem quite a bit more empty of a place.
This is h4x0r3d, signing out for now.. Enjoy The Music and Rip The System!
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